Inikah kita???!!

MENGHABISKAN nilai kad telefon pra-bayar utk berbual dgn 'kekasih' sedangkan wang membelinya drpd kiriman ibu bapa??

RELA menunggu bejam-jam, dlm hujan pula, utk melihat orang yg kite cintai melintas jalan sedangkan solat secara ekspres (kurang 2 minit utk 4 rakaat) atau xsolat langsung??!

SANGGUP membaca novel cinta yang beratus-ratus muka surat dlm tempoh sehari, padahal xpernah membaca al-Quran walaupun satu muka surat setahun??

ASYIK terkenang wajah kekasih yg baru seminit berpisah dengannya tetapi xterkenang pun wajah ibu yg telah berbulan-bulan xbertemu??

SUSAH hati jika tidak menerima surat, email, atau SMS drpd orang yg dicintai sebaliknya kita sendiri tahu bahawa sudah lama xmengirim berita, telefon, atau memberi SMS kpd keluarga di kampung??

MEMAKAI pakaian yg sehabis cantik utk 'dating' dgn kekasih sebaliknya hanya memakai singlet atau xberbaju langsung ketika solat?? (bagi lelaki)

LEBIH banyak mengucapkan kalimah "I LOVE U" berbanding kalimah zikir seperti "Subhanallah", "Alhamdulillah", dan "Allah hu Akbar"!!

no more "M" in my life!

dear "M" (bkn name sebenar)

ko wat ak kecewa ng pgai ko..
ko wat ak sedeyy giler babi!
ko hye pandai bkate2..bmadah..
n pandai meraih simpati org len..
ko bercerita ttg ak kt org len..
ko wat ak hilang kepercayaan terhadap ko..
ko backstabbers!

sape ko?
bestie ak??
oh tidakkkk..
cz of what??

cz no more "M" in my life
sape "M"??
ko laaaa..wat2 xtahu plak =p

♥ bucukku sengalku masamku ♥

Shara Hazwani Harun a.k.a Memi

This is for you, my best friend,

the one person i can tell my soul too Who can relate to me like no other Who I can laugh with to no extents, Who I can cry too when times are tough, Who can help me with the problems of my life.

Never have you turned your back on me
Or told me I wasn't good enough or let me down

I don't think you know what that means to me
You have went through so much pain and you still have time for me.
And I love you for listening even when inside YOU are dying
And I look up too you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful.
Even though you don't think you are.

And I hope you know that I am always here
To listen to you laugh and cry and help
In all the ways that i can
And I will try to be at least half the friend you are to me.

p/s : Amdi..pls take a good care of her ok?? i'm begging u!! kalo u sakitkan hati die..mcm penyangak2 sebelum nih..ciap ah u!! papepon..wish both of u Happy Together2 sampai tua ke anak cucu aite?? memi..I always love u syg..as my besfren ever..like my own sista cz i dun have any..n like my own family..ALWAYS!

♥ Don't take him away from me ♥

Dear God watch over this love
and keep him safe from harm
give him days of sunshine
till I hold him in my arms.
Help him to fully understand
that things happen for a reason
nothing stays the same they change like the seasons.
May he always remember why
I give him my love
he's one of your creations
sent from the heavens above.
I thank you God
for this wonderful man
I pray that someday he
might touch my hand.
As you know dear God
he's so far away
but he lives in my heart
and on my mind everyday.
So please take care of him
till our hands can touch
I need and appreciate him
I love him so much
and please my Dear God
don't take him away from me!!

♥ Transformasi ♥

ak pon xtahu dr mane dtgnye smgat ak nk nulih blog lg..sdgkan ak sejak akhir2 nih..mls giler nk view or nk bloggin blk..huhu..sumenye sejak assignments yg blambak..ng skang nih musim final exam..mmg xde mood beb!

but 2nyte..wahahahahaha..rajin plak!!

n yeahhh tajuk blog ak kali nih ialah.. "Transformasi" y transformasi?? coz ak nk m'tranformasikan diri ak..drpd character, attitude, image, n sume yg berkaitan la..kepade yg lebih baek..ehh bkn bmkne b4 nih ak jahat..ak cume nakal jek :D ak jus nak berubah ke jalan yg benar..n lebih diredhai oleh Allah s.w.t..aminnnn..

Sofi Anna sebelum tranformasi :-

1) sgt degil n sgt2 nakal!..ibu ak ckp kt ak.."ckupla ko sorg anak ak yg b'perangai mcm nih!"

2) lazy.....huhu. ak suke tangguh wat keje..assgmnts, kms blik, makan pon ak suke tangguhkan mase smpai lupe nak makan..but!! ak sgt2 tepati mase ok??

3) ak selambek badak je suke sound org tnpe b'pikir..ak penah sound sorg makcik nih(owner kdai mkn) cz makanan yg diorder xsmpai2..kitorg tgu slame 1jam!! then time nk g cancel order..leh lak mkcik 2 wat muke selambek soh tgu lg 10mnt cz dorg xwat lg?! wtf! mmg ak hangin 1 badan la..da la seharian suntuk ak xmkn! mmg tepek ak bg die! makcik ke nenek ke..ak xdulik!! huhhhh!!

4) ak kuat tido! huhu..ak penah tdo selame 22jam tnpe bangun..tp time 2 ak mgrain la..tp mmg 2 jela keje ak..ak lebih rela tdo dr wat asgmnt! bile da last mnt..br mengagau ak g serve tenet n cr maklumat..time 2 la br nk g b'tanye..but!! ak tdo xb'dgkur mcm korg2 sume yaaaa! hikhik~ mate ak mmg sntiasa stimm ngantok..n otak ak asek pk bantal jek..huhu..

5) ak kurang matang..bkn xmatang lgsung..tp kurenggggg jek! walaupon umo ak da 21 nk masok 22 thn nih..tp rmi yg kate ak mcm dak br pas SPM!! plus ng fizikal ak yg kecik nih (ak comel!) ng sore ak yg mcm upin & ipin nih..ntahlaaaa

6) ak suke btol mengumpat! beselaaa da name pon pmpuan..mmg xsah la kalo xmengumpat, mengeji dan mgate org len..huhu.. :(

7) selalu tinggal sembahyang..xpenahnye nk ckup..mmg jarang btol nk ckup 5waktu!

8) b4, ak free hair..skang ak sudah bertudung (azam bru 2009 yO ;p)

de byk lg sifat2 brok ak yg xsempat ak nk nyatekan..kalo nk taip sume..mmg smpai bile2 pon xkan hbs! huhu..

ak nk berubah! berubah dr segale segi..ak xmo lg di cop "bdk nakal", "pmpuan sexy xtahu malu", "anak dara pemalas" n byk lagi la..ckup2la 2..ak da besa..makin hari bknnye makin muda..tp makin tua..wlupon umo ak br 21thn..tp da layak utk diingatkan bahawa..

"Rumah kate pergi, kubur kate mari!!"

ayat 2 bkn tuk org2 tua je..btol x?? bile2 je kite akn pergi..tnpe mgira usia..

"Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku..ampunilah segala dosa2ku yg telah lalu..dan tunjukkanlah ak ke jalan yg benar dan diredhaimu Ya Allah..Yg Maha Pengasih lg Maha Penyayang..aminnnnn"

Bag Hijaukuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!

dink!!

hr nih ak bgon kul 7.15am! (komfem2 mlepas subuh ak huhuuu..Ya Allah ampunkanlah hambamu nih!) ak bgn pon..hanan yg kejutkn! ak pon bergegas g mandi..tepat kul 7.49am ak da ciap! g la nek ats (blik ak tgkt bwh sekali LG029) nk tumb scan..haaa ak nye kolej nih ngalahkn kolej yg lg high cls ak rase! mane xnye..nk kuar masok hostel kena tumb scan! huhu..kalo xmyusahkn xpela gak..ni sgt2 myusahkn!! bygknla..ak nek ats nk g cls jek..tgok de rmi que nk tumb scan..kalo scan trus terbuka pntu 2 xpela gak..ni de yg kena scan byk2 kl br pintu leh buka! huh myusahkn btol!! da mkn mase 10mnt ak kt c-tu! ng da lmbt nk ke clsnye lg..hukhuk :( kt c-tu ak ng hanan terserempak ng liza..clsmate kitorg..nk g cls office sekali la nih..
bile da ciap scan sume..then br kitorg prasan yg kami bertiga pki bju biru sumenye! hehehe smpi aiman tegur hey "gadis2 team blue" waaaaaaaaaaaaa xde gelaran len ke nk bg?? xpelaa ak trime je la..nsb bek die xkutok2..kalo kutok mmg nk makan tapak kaki ak la..! cehh bajet ganas cik sofeea?? hehe..bese ahhh u noe me :)

g la menapak ke cls..jap je..xsmpi 10mnt pon..smpi2 cls jek 1 of my clsmate ckp "wehh korg miss msj ak td ckp die lmbt ckit..traffic jem..korg wat la pape dlu..ciapkn database smlm ke..pe ke.." hmmmm errrkkkk ak sbnrnye xdtg cls office pg smlm..so ak lgsg xwat database 2..tgok..mls xmlsnye ak nih! so ak pon belek2 comp..xtao nk watpe..tibe2 liza ng hanan ajak ak g cafe "sofi jom g cafe..lapar!!" ni lg sorg wat ak bengang tahap cipan nih! korg xtao ke ak pose hr ni?? yg ak sahur b4 ak tdo 2 pe?? "ak posela ngokkk" haa kan da kene sebijik! dorg ng wat muke xbersalah still ajak ak g cafe..ak pon mls cite pjg "jom lahhh"

haaaa part nih yg ak xsuke nih!! meh meh ak cite! setibenye d cafe..hp liza masok msj "wehh korg..patah blk..miss da masok cls" ermmm xpe lg..patah la blk cls..smpi je kt cls..time ak nk duduk je kt krusi ak..tibe2 ak prasan de something wrong ng bag hju ksyangan ak..belek punye belek "waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!" ak mmg jerit kaw2 pye!! smpi tekejut berok 1 cls! miss pon tegur ak "eh nape nih sofeea?? pe kena ng kamoo nih??" tnpa ak pk pjg..ak bgon n pndg muka mmbe2 ak sorg2..(ak dok line depan skali) "sape wat beg ak jd cmni haaaa??!" smbil ak agkt n tunjuk bag ak 2..korg nk th pe jd?? butang da tkoyak!! rabak!! waaaaaaaaa kalu material kain xpe..ak leh jahit..ni material kulit!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa mmg men darah ng ak nih!! sorg pon xnk ngaku!! smpila kevin dtg kt ak..n ckp "sofeea pls 4give me..its my fault..i yg wat..xsgaje!! i nk nyorokkn bag u..u tao la an i jns suke gurau2 ng u..tp time nk nyorokkn jek tersangkut kt kerusi..sori sofeea!! im so sori..!!" smbil wat muke bersalah die..ak tenung mate die dlm2..lame!! mmg da jd mcm kes drama hndstan!..ak mls bsg..ak duduk blk..n miss pon mulekn cls mcm bese..bodo punye kevin!!

mmg smpi sudah ak xtegur or pndg kevin lgsg! wlupon die keep mntk ak mafkn die! soryla kevin..im not in a gud mood! kalo ko nk ak jd ok blk..ganti blk beg ak sebijik2!! ak mmg syg giler bag hju 2..bkn bag 2 je yg ak syg..kesemua bag ak!! cz ak mmg mnt giler kmpul bag2 nih..da jd hobby ak sejak dlu lg..mmg ak de byk bag lg..tp ak mmg xleh kalo bag ak rosak!! ckit pon!! huhu..ibarat mcm hati ak dirobek2 da nih!! shit!!!! mmg spoil btolla..ak terus xde mood! kt cls office 2jam td pon ntah pe yg ak pk..n wat..ak pon xtao..blurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~